It would have been his first time

I've been writing to a fan for a long time because he had planned his first time with me. Of course I would have filmed it for you here again. But he suddenly fell ill and cancelled at short notice. He didn't sound so healthy in my livecam either. But to cheer him up a little, I made this video for him. After all, postponed is not cancelled. But with this clip he can look forward to what he can expect from me. I would have been really keen to take his virginity today. But I know how to help myself. It's a good thing I always have another source of fun to hand. But a real cock would have been hotter, so my (still) virgin will have to serve all the more later, hehehe. Should I really send him the video? Would that help you recover?