Am I too shameless? I used my best friend's giant dildo

I was doing sports with my best friend and we wanted to cook together afterwards. So I went into her bathroom to take a quick shower and found the biggest dildo I've ever seen between the towels :D I would never have thought that she would own something like that and use it. But I became more and more curious... how would that huge thing feel? Would it fit in me if she can manage it? Normally I would never do something like that, but the curiosity was just too big... Fuck it, I thought to myself, I just have to feel it now. So I decided to just really enjoy it and imagine how a really big cock would fuck me like that. And oh my God, I came so hard and several times... What do you think, am I really getting too shameless?