Is that going too far? I miss my stepbrother!

I want to feel a hot cock in my pussy but the last guy who gave me a really good time was just my stepbrother. My whole body wants to fuck him but isn't that forbidden? I want his cock in my mouth and I'd love him to fuck me hard without a rubber and squirt a creampie into my wet hole. I hope I don't go to hell for these thoughts. But he just has the best cock and fucked me so hard. I don't want anyone else!