What happened? Are they real feelings?

I have no idea what really happened there. We had arranged to do this shoot and I was his masseuse, whom he ordered to his hotel room. But I already noticed during the massage that he also started to tingle properly. I touch him and he stands up straight away. He kisses me deeply, I defend myself according to the script and still get wetter. I just want to feel his closeness and want him to penetrate deep into me. And I want even more, feel his sperm inside me. You can see what happened after the "official" shoot in the credits. They are VERY private pictures!